The dreamer (part 2)

Kanu was somehow certain that the world he sees something will give him.He had an undaunted hope from the world that it would unfold its mystery to him.He listened to the stories of supernatural beings and those became a part of his mental life.His life became a dream for him with its shaky existence.But never a dream came to him as a thread for the word that he dreamed from his dreamy world.
He was just an ordinary
  villager brought up in the heaven of ignorance and superstition.He may had easily flew with the common birds but he flew in the opposite.He did not played in his childhood but wondered the play,war and peace of the sky.He doesn't know why an empty empty sky made him a dreamer.

 There was a crowd of skies in his mind!He knew that the skies are not the same.Every time he looked into the sky and found a different sky.

 It
is not just about the summer ,winter,night,day,morning or afternoon
which control the sky rather it is they,the innumerable skies who come
turn by turn to make the wheel of time ever anew!

 Kanu sometimes thought that may be the innumerable skies in his
head gave birth the idea of a new world to him.The skies are the
inhabitant of a ever new world and the maker of a world endlessly
new.They are the angles who make visible to us this world.Kanu thought
that they are the angles who can make kanu's unseen dream world visible.
 he met with the skies as much as he can.But the skies in return gave
him nothing except two times failure is s.s.c exam.His father lost all
hope in him but kanu lost nothing.Kanu's life was for his new world,he
wanted to lose this world.Failure in the exam was really a gift for
him.Among these loses he never lost his trust to the angel skies.They
were the hope of the new world for him.
 Time is a poison,though it is slow but this slowness does not make the poison weaker.Rather it is a great tonic to its power.It at once prepares the victim to endure endlessly more pain and gives the opportunity to the poison to show its greater power.Just like kanu's loss of her mother at the age of 6 was not a momentary grief.Time gave its poison drop by drop to him very attentively.Attentively because there was no brothers or sisters of kanu who can divert the attention of time.

Kanu used to try to remember the face of his mother.But those tries gave no fruit to him.He often asked himself how he could forget the face of his mother who never seperated his face from her heart until her soul was separated from her heart?